First I want to say that I am so thankful for all support , often I see this blog as a diary but it has its special beauty as wonderful people stop by and leave comments that lifts me up .
I am forever grateful that I live in times when this is possible.I hope I can help other people in the same way in the future.
Thank you all for taking time to make a comment.
I have had two difficult weeks trying to sort things out with hubby and we have had some good conversations among the arguments and I see that he is trying to make peace.I know its not easy for him either.
Now its soon time to TTC again and I decdided I need to ask God for help :
Please God help me to get rid of the fear to conceive again - I am so afraid to suffer another loss , I dont know if I can take it once more .
Please help me to find peace and balance so that I can take a step forward and try to conceive with hope and not fear.
Thank you God for all the wonderful people that surround me and are so generous with love and support .